Being a daydreamer gets complicated.
thinking, imagining, discovering all the possibilities to be happy in life,
and it’s this gift that makes every day amazing.
however, on the other hand,
what if life doesn’t turn out how you planned it,
what if every dream is simply a dream.
i am proud to be a dreamer,
and it’s the other dreamers that i live for.
there’s nothing to even fight for anymore
that beautiful and wonderful period of time when you are so hopelessly in love with someone that your heart actually aches for them. every word that comes out of your mouth is about them, every thought you think, every smile you smile, and every breath you breathe is in regards to them.
I can only vaguely remember of one other time I felt like this and that was the very first time I fell in love.
In love with the wrong boy.
For the moment being, I am happy and weightless. I have found a beautiful person in whom which I know I am deserving of, and I am what he deserves. Our relationship is sweet and caring, truthful and completely and utterly perfect.
I couldn’t ask for life to be any better right now, I am happy.
I am soo happy, thank you.
When you hurt yourself and don’t put a band-aid on it because you think you deserve the pain
Your body creates a natural band-aid to keep you protected.
When you want to tear open your skin
Your skin fights back, creates a tough skin of scar tissue to prevent it happening again.
When you take all those pills because you’ve had enough
Your stomach contracts to get rid of them
Because your body
I am so head over heels for this boy,
I don’t even want a ‘backup’ boy or to go to clubs or bars, i don’t want to do anything to meet other guys.
I know in the depth of my heart,
I wanna be with this guy for a long time, i want him in my life.
I have that gut feeling that he’s supposed to be here, finally.
it reminds me of a quote from how i met your mother…
a woman gets pulled over by a cop for speeding..
“young lady” says the police officer, “I’ve been waiting for you all day”
The woman replies “I’m so sorry officer! I got here as fast as I could”
The feeling you get when you’re first getting to know someone, and you know so little that everything on the outside just seems like absolute perfection to you.
Why do you fall in love
Why do you fall in love with the wrong people
Why can’t life just give you feelings for one person and you spend your life looking for that one person
I know it sounds stupid because most people would say when you find the one you just know and you know you want to spend your whole life with that person. But what’s with all the little loves in between? Why must you get hurt over and over again? It’s not fair. It’s really not.
pub night with the two bests’ !
Now that’s my remedy for a broken heart.
You made me short of breath,
You made my heart skip a beat.
I envied you with every little moment, and I wanted you with every passing second.
I wish I knew where you were today, I wish I knew if you still felt the same.
I sense you could.
If only you knew how sad you make me.
I only wish you could be fixed.